There is tough stuff happening.
I am ok ish, but rather wobbly. I can’t write about it, but I can’t write about anything else either. I can’t think about anything else.
I am sober, and digging deep to stay so. This is bad, but drinking won’t make it better.
I’ve been swimming with no 3 son, and trying to focus on longer term goals.
Please don’t worry, I’m ok.
PS sorry to be cryptic. The issue relates to my relationship, and as mr lily has or had, access here I don’t wish to invade his privacy by dissecting the details. I have some Kalms gentian /valerian tabs that help me sleep .. and tomorrow is another day . Thank you for your kind supportive posts x🌷