Why do we go on caring for people who hurt us? why do we go one expecting that somehow they will do something different in the future?
why when life is better for us all now do I feel so very low today?
why, when I have been sober for 217 days do my moods swing like this.?
why do I miss ExP?
why cannot I accept today that its over; that its right that its over?
why, when I am trying so very hard, do I feel overwhelmed with sadness, fatigue, loss and failure.
and why am I working an on call surgery this evening to cover yet another sick colleague ?
answers on a post card please