I did it.
I emailed a very old friend who lives in California last night. I just couldn’t bear the isolation any longer. She is a recovering addict and a very loving compassionate and thoughtful person. Like many she urged me to attend AA and I resolved to do that on Thursday.
Today I got to wondering if there were any groups for medical addicts. So I googled, and I found the British Doctors and Dentists group.
And I called them.
And he got it. Of course he got it.
And this evening I am going to an AA meeting with the secretary of the London group. He lives just across the river from me.
And I wont be alone. I’m scared, but I have to do this.